Haunted by humans

I rarely smiled when I was young.
Most of my toddler photographs are characterized by the same bewildered & slightly dumb look staring at some far-off wherever. A morose & vague girl lost in her own world.

Why the sudden spate of childhood nostalgia?
Well, I can't seem to move on in life.
I think I'm a person who is stuck in the past - trapped in my own little planet of ghosts & stardust. I pop my head out into the real world for just a tiny while & realised that it has marched on without me so I curl back into my wonderland & slowly waste away. This is the disease that I've had since young, I think.